[flash update: as i’m writing it out, ive decided for the sake of My sanity that How It Feels To Disappear will be divided into three major parts. the current flashback is Part One. there will be two other parts that will be a part of the mix in the future Selection polls.

this is mostly for it to be easier to manage as its by far the longest of the three stories i have planned. dividing Big Things into Smaller Things makes it easier for me to work on stuff is basically my reasoning, and thankfully abandon lonliness lends itself well into a three parter lol. anyways this won’t have any immediate impact where im at rn, assuming i update daily with each poll as a 24hr, this’ll still be like. more than two weeks worth of content! i do hope you enjoy the story.]